i hate..

knpa lahr masi ada org yg x pandai menghargai apa yg ada d dpan diorang...x cukup kar dgn apa yg diorang miliki skrg??dasar pnya .........aisss...mls lahr maw ckp...pas 2 bla sda kna tinggal baru menyesal...mcm2 lahr yg maw d buat...maw bnuh diri lahr..apa lahr...adeiii...buduh btl lahr..haha..lucu plak sy dgr...x taw apa lahr cra2 utk bg org2 mcm ney pengajaran or motivasi ney...bljr lahr menghargai klw kta maw dihargai blk...btl x??hihi...pas 2 kn...ada certain manusia ney..x dpt lupakan msa silam dya..even masa silam e2 sgt menyakitkan dya..even ex-gf or bf diorang sakitan hati diorang mcm mna pn...tetap juga diorang x dpt lupakn diprang...smpai2...ada yg sanggup wat apa sj utk dpt blk ex-bf/gf diorang..wlaupn diorang taw ex2 diorang 2 sda berpunya...sempit btl lahr pemikiran org2 yg mcm ney...otak diorang x blh fikir kar...bkn 1 jak lelaki n pompan  d dunia ney bh...bak kata pepatah yg tlh diubahsuai oleh mr L...bunga bkn sekuntum..walaupun kumbang hampir pupus...:P..haha...tp maybe e2 lahr cra hidup manusia...setiap manusia lain2 bh kn dya pnya ragam..rambut sma hitam...hati x sma..tp menurut kajian sy...99% ianya banar...hihi..anyway..I HATE org yg x pndai menghargai other people!!fuck off!

horoscope

Keep in mind that people born with Gemini horoscope is the sign of the twin... There is a part of them that needs love and security, and then there's the stronger part of them that needs stimulation and novelty. To remain in a relationship with a Gemini you must be able to satisfy their emotional, mental and sexual needs. People with Gemini horoscope love to laugh, travel, spend money, and are eager for new experiences.

Since people born under the Gemini sign know a little about many things and almost everything interests them, you can make a great impression by discussing a topic in depth. Geminis appreciate honesty and sincerity in a person, so make sure you speak your mind, even if you don't share the same point of view.

Additionally, Geminis don't always stick to one topic of interest, since variety is something they enjoy and find intriguing. These very social and energetic people tend to have a sharp tongue. They are quick to criticize and tend to use words as weapons, so if you're an emotional person that takes things to heart, you may want to avoid this relationship.

When in love, people born under the Gemini horoscope tend to be quite possessive and inclined to be jealous. Never give them reason to suspect that you're not faithful to them, they don't like to be deceived, and won't put up with it. Once a Gemini has found someone that they can trust and that fills all their needs, they will be an exciting and devoted partner.

story of..

I had three friends. Eric, Cathlyn, Carol.
Eric was chased by all the girls in our high school.
Cathlyn was one of those popular girls. Cheerleader, sexy, and stylish.
Carol was just one of those plain and average girls .
Cathlyn and Carol were both totally crazy and wacko over Eric.
Cathlyn didn't have to do anything to attract Eric.
For she was already attractive enough.
Carol on the other hand, showered Eric which love and care.
Carol wasn't ugly at all.
In fact, she looked sweet and pleasant.
But she wasn't a cheerleader, she didn't were spaghetti-straps or tubes.
So like everyone expected, Eric chose Cathlyn.
For Carol was just one ordinary and plain girl.
While Cathlyn was labele d as the cool and attractive type.
Eric always insulted Carol.

Telling her what a 'Plain Jane' she was.
And how dumb she looked.
Which obviously made Carol feel so hurt and useless.
That's life. Carol never gave up though.
She wanted to prove something to Eric.
She wanted to prove that looks aren't everything.
She studied hard, really hard.
She became the top girl, and all the guys who once ignored her, chased her.
But she never forgot Eric.
Everyday, she put a red rose in Eric's locker.
Always with the same words.
'I care for you, and I always will'
Because she knew that Eric was facing a hard time.
Eric began to realise.
How dumb he had been.
His beloved girlfriend, Cathlyn.
Was flirting with other guys.
He regretted for choosing the wrong girl.

Cathlyn broke up with Eric later.
For she had found a wealthier guy.
Eric felt so cheated, stupid and dumb.
He went to look for Carol.
He knelt on his knees, and said.
"Carol, please forgive me. Do you want to be my girlfriend?"
Carol rejected him, much to everyone's surprise.
She only uttered these words.
"You've suffered a great loss, so I don't want you to face another one"

Eric felt disappointed.
He didn't understand a word that she said to him.
But they became good friends.
Did everything together.
Eric began to change into someone better.
Because Carol showered him with the love he never experienced before.
His ex-girlfriends had never treated him that way.
They just accepted him for his looks.
But Carol accepted him for himself .
She changed him.
Carol continued putting a red rose into his locker everyday.
With the same words. She never forgot.

One day, Carol didn't turn up in school.
She didn't come for a week.
At first, Eric thought that she was on a vacation with her family.
Because she told him that she would be going Hawaii with them.
But one day. He received a call from the General Hospital.
Saying that Carol was about to die.
She had been suffering from cancer.
But Carol forbade them from telling him.
Because she didn't want Eric to worry about her.
But now that she was about to die.
She wanted to see Eric for the last time.
Eric rushed to the hospital.
When he saw how weak Carol was.
Tears began rushing down his cheeks.
He whispered.
"Why didn't you tell me earlier? Why did you hide this from me?"
She looked at him . And smiled weakly at him.

"When I said that I didn't want you to suffer from facing another loss, I meant this. I didn't want to tell you because I didn't want you to worry. I wanted to spend my last days with you cheerfully." Eric looked at her.
"You can't leave me!" he said.
"What will I be without you?"
"You'll be who you are now. I will always be there by your side. Never forget that. Cherish those times. Live life happily. And one more thing."

"Yes?" "I love you" And she died. Eric screamed.
He still couldn't accept Carol's death.
He had only spent a month with Carol.

A month. But Carol changed his life in a way.
A way that no one could ever explain. He regretted.
But he knew that Carol would always be keeping an eye on him from Heaven.
Sometimes We just don't appreciate those people who really care for us.
Until they leave us. Until we lose them. Then we regret.
Outer beauty doesn't matter; it's the inner one that counts.
It's better to tell someone how much you love them.
Rather than to not tell them and lose them without telling them.
You'll regret Love is. When we fight till the very last minute.
Just to show and tell someone how much we love them
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sy x fhm lahr...

ada bh 1 orang pompan yg sy kenal tym kejohanan futsal kolej kmi...actully,dya ney junior sy..sy x taw lahr mcm mna sy blh jatuh hati dgn dya...masa match futsal 2..sy kira nak mntak fb or hp dya..tp,x kesampaian...sy malu sgt nak mntak..ahkahkahk..2 hari slps tue...atas bantuan kwn sy c firdaus...akhirnya dpt jugak sy no hp dya..nama dya c tututtut...x blh g taw..haha...gembiranya masa tue...smpai x dpt tdr..ahaha...
dari sna lahr sy mula sms2 dya...mula2...rancak sgt kmi berbls2 msg....tp lama2...kami jarang sda sms...dya ckp dya bzdgn stdy dya....sy fhm lahr....pas 2...mungkin smpai seminggu kmi x bersms 2...tiba2 terlintas pulak d fikiran sy nak tanya sesuatu dgn dya...sbb sy x nak terus mengharap sesuatau yang  x blh kta miliki...and then sy sms lahr dya 2...tnya dya soalan yg sy maw tnya...jwpn dya sgt2 mengecewakan...ahaha...dya ckp dya borink lg 2 ada partner(BF)...haiisss..lpas 2...sy putus hrpn sda dgn dya...kdng2 gtal sgt tgn nak sms dya..tp sy terpaksa tahan jak..ohohohoo...tp yg sy x phm...klw sy jumpa dya...bz pula dya bersms...laju lg 2 reply msg org len....tp klw msg sy....maw tdr sy tunggu bru kena reply..kdng2 x ter reply langsung...xpa lahr lerry...sabo jo...belajo dulu...hehe..

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